Gonna Soak Up the Sun

Hey everyone!

Sat, 28 Jul 2007 01:15:50 GMT

It has been so incredibly long since I've posted on here! I have no idea who still has an LJ and who gave them up for facebook and myspace [like I did.]

Miss you all. Leave me a message and give me a reason to look at this thing again.

Chicken Heads

Sat, 13 May 2006 15:40:12 GMT

The guys in my life are such chickens this isn't even funny now....

Most of ya'll know that Michael had been planning on asking me out as soon as he relized at prom that I wans't a crazy pysco chick.

What most of you don't know is that my crush at the time was planning on asking me out two class periods after Michael did.

I know everything worked out for the better but geez. It's fairly amusing when you wake up and you have a text saying, "I don't want to start a love triangle but your right...I really screwed up"

Oh well.

His loss.

Because I'm happy and in love.

And the boy loves me back.

so sad

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 23:59:43 GMT

Today my grandma died....

Wow

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 02:53:41 GMT

I just relized I haven't update in a month....

Bad Bug.

Okay I drove today on the range for two hours....I actually got behing the wheel and drove

If you know me at all you know this is an amzing accomplishment ever since the accident.

I wen to Kohls and bought some things...Yeah

And I finally got some of my lonline stuff done

:: shock and awe ::

2006 baby

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 16:01:18 GMT

It.
Is
2006.

That is so exciting!
I am so looking forward to May of this year for obvious reasons.

1) Graduation
2) Graduation party/birthday party at the beach with my bestest friend EVER
3) My birthday 5 days before that

And then I start college in the summer...

Now if I can make it though calculus I'll be fine.

Let's get this show on the road people.....

do it

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 23:38:18 GMT

Click these buttons each day. The clicks do add up. I have been doing it for a couple of months now.

With every click money is donated to the cause it says...It's a pretty sweet way to donate money.

Animals:
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Hunger/Poverty:
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The Enviroment:
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Health:
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Other:
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Lost so much but gained so much in 05

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 01:21:22 GMT

Things I have lost
Buddy [the most precious pet i have ever had]
Sammy [who was my dog since I was a baby]
Grandpa
A liking for math [I now can't stand it...and I'm in TWO math classes]
A little bit of myself
An ability to talk to my online friends like Aly and Vin

Things I have gained
knowledge that it will be better
Katrinia [my puppy]
More friends
a boyfriend who doesn't treat me like crap
love for some people I never really knew

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 02:10:21 GMT

"In pain you can see a glimse of happiness. Then this glimpse will be the only thing you can see, will surround you, and overwhelm you."

I'm having to believe this becaus ethough all the sadness that has happned to me lately.

I have an amazing sweet boyfriend now who honesly cares about and I can talk to on the phone, whcih if you have talked to me on the phone, doesn't happen, EVER.

Strangly enough he has the same first name as my ex who didn't.

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 01:47:45 GMT

We had to put another one of my dogs down

Share time!

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 00:27:11 GMT

Maybe if things were different
I could have you in my arms
Rather then crying in my own

Maybe if things were different
You would be here
but instead you are there

Maybe if things were different
You could understand
And not make me want to cry

Maybe if things were different
We could be in love

But guess what
Things aren't different

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 01:53:45 GMT

My grandpa died last night.

If you need me get ahold of me though my myspace
http://www.myspace.com/emeraldfate

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 01:40:31 GMT

In case anyone hasn't noticed I stopped working on my Lj. I feel in love with myspace becasue my actually real life friends are there and yeah...

SO

If you have a myspace you can get a hold of me over there. i promise to add you as a friend so yeah...Good stuff.

Oh and I'm emeraldfate there so wwww.myspace.com/emeraldfate

And that's all folks.

Quiz on me...Take it now!

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 03:52:30 GMT

I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 02:23:01 GMT

Break-ups suck.

Esp. when it's your gut telling you something and not your heart and your heart feels like it's been stabbed a million times becasue your gut told you something and you do it.

Because that is how I feel right now.

But alas life moves on...

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 21:15:26 GMT

Hey everyone! I made a myspace account last night. I'm emeraldfate over there. As everyone knows my baby ( my poodle love) died last Friday and I honestly haven't felt like being home at all. We have a new dog coming but the soonest we will get her is Wendesday.

School is yuck right now. Micro and Calculus are both beasts right now. My online classes are rocking my GPA right now though so hopefully I won't have to start college summer term like they are saying Oh and Milner is giving us a mandatory stude period in Econ. Yeah right....

I have no idea what to do right now. Cody is in London (who will be offically my exboyfriend when he gets home) because I have been doing a lot of thinking. I don't have to work tonight which is like amazing. I have to close tommorow though. Hopefully George will be working.

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 21:44:11 GMT

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4
to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were
broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined.

See what you think:

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."
Rebecca- age 8

When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."
Billy - age 4

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
Karl - age 5

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy -age 6

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
Terri - age 4

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
Danny - age 7

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"
Emily - age 8

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."
Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,"
Nikka - age 6 (we need a few million more Nikka's on this planet)

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."
Noelle - age 7

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."
Tommy - age 6

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore."
Cindy - age 8

"My mommy loves me more than anybody . You don't see anyone else
kissing me to sleep at night."
Clare - age 6

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."
Elaine-age 5

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford."
Chris - age 7

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."
Mary Ann - age 4

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old
clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
Lauren - age 4

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you." (what an imagination)
Karen - age 7

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."
Mark - age 6

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."
Jessica - age

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 02:16:29 GMT

Man I am so upset.

We are getting one of the hurricane dogs since Buddy died. Her name is Katrina (get it?) and she tested heart worm postive so she has been undergoing treatment. The lady we are adopting her from said we would be getting her this Friday but she called tonight saying we couldn't have her until the middle of next week.

The annoying part is my Chysalis weekend is next weekend so I'll be there from thursday night on. At most i'm going to be spending three hours with the dog that is supposidly "my dog" until Sunday. The next a whole new week of hell aka school is back so the only time I will be seeing her is at night. I was thinking about going out fo the bowling team but they have practice every day next week and that would mean I would spend even less time with her.

Man is the devil screwing with my dogs because of this weekend.

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 00:10:39 GMT

My baby is gone.

Dad took him to the vet around 4 and the rest is history. I loved that dog so much more than anyone could understand.

I have been crying almost the whole day. Cody came over with doughnuts and I just sat with him and cried. His flight is tommorow.

I got home and Buddy's moo-cow was on the floor. I broke down big time...

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 00:52:01 GMT

Tears are not enough....

If this actually happens I swear I will go crazy. This dog means more to me then any single person ever will....

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 23:47:52 GMT

I've been sick all day. I had to call in sick and my manager got all fussy and mad. it's not my fault I'm sick.

I've been working on graphics, eating Dove ice cream, and watching useless TV all day. The story of my life...

Bitter sweet

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 18:44:49 GMT

Today has been bitter-sweet.

1) We had the day off from school.
2) I had to say goodbye to Cody for a month because he's going to London. Trust me I'm happy for him I just don't want to be stuck here (Jacksonville) all by myself. Which it feels like I am.
3) Robin's working tonight so I don't have a ride to Nocatee.
4) I'm now so bored I'm working on my online classes optionally.

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 01:52:42 GMT

I have decided I have lost my mind.

MY DAY:

I took my Calculus exam today and I do not feel good about it at
all....We weren't allowed to use calculators on the free response and
it was a beast.

Slept and talked in Milner's class. What's new?

Took my Stat exam. It wasn't bad

Finished my Stat lab in Biology.

Called Cody and babbled

Watched quite a bit of reality TV because nothing was on. I think my IQ dropped quite a bit.

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 13:56:02 GMT

Howdy ya'll. I know I haven't made an update in a while but it has been crazy.

1) I'm going to college! I was accepted to UNF on Friday so yep...I start in the summer. Yay!

2) WORK is a drag. But then again I'm getting paid to scan things so it isn't that bad.

3) I went out with Cody one last time before he leaves. We had fun and we said our goodbyes. Enough said

4) Biology is a swift kick in the butt...But then again when isn't it?

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 18:25:57 GMT

It's looks like we broke up. How totally uncool...

As of right now we are taking a "break" but yeah you might as well end an "up" to the end of that....

I have to go to work in like an hour but I honestly don't feel like I can be happy and smile at customers today. I just feel blah...

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 01:16:12 GMT

My phone died yesterday. Myself in Cody (boyfriend Cody not Nocatee Cody) were near the St Augestine Outlet's Mall and he asked me what time it was. It said 5:32 and I was like okay we are fine for time. When we hit JTB I glanced down at my phone and it still said 5:32. So it ia now dead. I tried charging it and I tried lots of other things it just isn't coming back. :( Poor phone.

I bought a new one. it isn't as pretty as my old one but it's going to be arriving here around 3 tommorow.

Right now I'm just happy. Everything right now is just making me happy. OH I'm working the next Chysalis flight! I found out yesterday....:D

Other then that I think ya'll know everything that has happened lately esp if you have been IMing me on AIM.