It has been so incredibly long since I've posted on here! I have no idea who still has an LJ and who gave them up for facebook and myspace [like I did.]

Miss you all. Leave me a message and give me a reason to look at this thing again.

The guys in my life are such chickens this isn't even funny now....

Most of ya'll know that Michael had been planning on asking me out as soon as he relized at prom that I wans't a crazy pysco chick.

What most of you don't know is that my crush at the time was planning on asking me out two class periods after Michael did.

I know everything worked out for the better but geez. It's fairly amusing when you wake up and you have a text saying, "I don't want to start a love triangle but your right...I really screwed up"

Oh well.

His loss.

Because I'm happy and in love.

And the boy loves me back.

Today my grandma died....

I just relized I haven't update in a month....

Bad Bug.

Okay I drove today on the range for two hours....I actually got behing the wheel and drove

If you know me at all you know this is an amzing accomplishment ever since the accident.

I wen to Kohls and bought some things...Yeah

And I finally got some of my lonline stuff done

:: shock and awe ::

Current Music: All American Rejects

It.
Is
2006.

That is so exciting!
I am so looking forward to May of this year for obvious reasons.

1) Graduation
2) Graduation party/birthday party at the beach with my bestest friend EVER
3) My birthday 5 days before that

And then I start college in the summer...

Now if I can make it though calculus I'll be fine.

Let's get this show on the road people.....

Current Mood: ditzy

Click these buttons each day. The clicks do add up. I have been doing it for a couple of months now.

With every click money is donated to the cause it says...It's a pretty sweet way to donate money.

Animals:
http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com/cgi-bin/WebObjects/CTDSites.woa
http://bigcats.care2.com/
http://babyseals.care2.com/
http://primates.care2.com/
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Hunger/Poverty:
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http://www.stopthehunger.com/hunger/
http://children.care2.com/
http://www.hungrychildren.com/
http://www.solvepoverty.com/

The Enviroment:
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http://www.ecologyfund.com/ecology/_ecology.html
http://rainforest.care2.com/
http://oceans.care2.com/

Health:
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http://stopviolence.care2.com/
http://breastcancer.care2.com/

Other:
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Things I have lost
Buddy [the most precious pet i have ever had]
Sammy [who was my dog since I was a baby]
Grandpa
A liking for math [I now can't stand it...and I'm in TWO math classes]
A little bit of myself
An ability to talk to my online friends like Aly and Vin

"In pain you can see a glimse of happiness. Then this glimpse will be the only thing you can see, will surround you, and overwhelm you."

I'm having to believe this becaus ethough all the sadness that has happned to me lately.

I have an amazing sweet boyfriend now who honesly cares about and I can talk to on the phone, whcih if you have talked to me on the phone, doesn't happen, EVER.

Strangly enough he has the same first name as my ex who didn't.

We had to put another one of my dogs down

Maybe if things were different
I could have you in my arms
Rather then crying in my own

Maybe if things were different
You would be here
but instead you are there

Maybe if things were different
You could understand
And not make me want to cry

Maybe if things were different
We could be in love

But guess what
Things aren't different